My time with Jesus is a sincere joy, and often I fail to meet with him on a regular basis.
Truly being a homemaker this year rocks my world, and at the same time trying because I know it would be easier and perhaps more instantly gratifying to step foot back in the barbershop.
Ministry loving kids in the Nursery is amazing, but I struggle in almost every aspect of running it.
I love doing hair, and have trouble managing my time.
Pregnancy is a great treasure, and at this moment I feel like I could a) nap b) vomit.
I long to have a me-moment (take 5 min n paint my nails), but hardly do it because I don't think I deserve it.
One of my greatest joys is helping others, but I can do it with the wrong motive.
I know all this might sound crazy to you. God is challenging me. I know that I can't stay the same. Things have to change. He is teaching me to be faithful in what I have. I'm learning to manage and make use of what I've been given. I want him to be able to use my life for His glory, and right now he keeps showing me how I must be faithful in what he has already given me.
I really think that in every joy we have, the devil tries to steal a part, if not all of it. Im determined not to let that happen. Im going to run this race. Heb. 12:1
God made me who I am, where I am for a reason. Im so incredibly thankful that He loves me enough not to leave me how I am, and Im so ready for Him to change me into what He wants me to be.
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds,
because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete,
not lacking anything.
James 1:2-4
